"In Another Life"

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life ...

Random song by the veronicas... It really relates to what just happened to me. I broke up with Xavier... and don't get me wrong, I really like him... but I just don't think we're... compatable. But anyways, I'm single now, and I'm planning on being single for atleast a bit. I need to breathe. Despite ALREADY starting to like someone else... UGH... I feel like I really need to take a break. Every time I decide to go out with a guy, it all goes completely wrong!!! It gets better every time I date a new guy though, so I guess that's good. I feel like a whore or something... I mean, I went out with 2 guys in 2 months!!!! That isn't necissarily bad... but If I were to go out with a THIRD... then it may be trouble... well... I guess it depends on the guy... but at least the guy I'm starting to like, is a 1 MILLION percent awesome guy. Ask anyone. Not to mention we're AWESOME friends... But anyways, I think he likes ME!!! Okay, here's what happened. We were waiting in the lunch line, and my friend Tina asked me where my boyfriend was (this was a few days ago and I was still going out with xavier). He, overhearing the question, taps me on the shoulder and asks, "Who's your BOYFRIEND?" I mean... he sounded like he was bitter, or crestfallen. The way guys get when they find out that the girl they like is going out with someone. I said I was going out with Xavier. And then he said, oh. And shrugged in that cute way he usually shruggs... lol. Then, we were heading up to Ms Bell's room for lunch, and he asks me how me and Xavier are doing as a couple... and I said, we're doing okay. Then I asked him why he wanted to know, and HE DIDNT ANSWER!!! oooooo!!!!!!!!!! And then, at the winter concert, I announced to him and my other guy friend, Nolan that I was breaking up with Xavier the next day. He was like, "aw, how come?" He sounded like he was surprised and happy rather than sad and sympathetic. I was thinking all that time, "and you're one of the reasons why I'm breaking up with him..." even when we posed for pictures, I put my arm around him, to see if I could give him a hint. And he put his arm around me!!! Okay, I may be obsessing... but this guy really seems like he's the one!!! I mean, he's as close to perfect as Ive EVER seen any guy!!! I just wonder if he feels the same about me...